Monday, November 2, 2009

GWAHHHHHHHHHBWAAAAAAAAAAARWARRRRRRRRRRRRR

GRRRR..... i hope this week ends quickly.. gots work to do but really not in the state of mind to concentrate!! felt crap all weekend.. and all dayyyyyyyyy~~~

i think i upset someone; but im too scared to pick up the phone

they havent made the first move which is frustrating me... but maybe i should be making the first move this time...

i hate it when people txt you under the influence of alcohol and you dont know if they meant it or not

why did history repeat itself?... i hope i have enough strength to solve this problem..rather than let it past by like before

i wish this person wasnt a friend.. it would much easier if it was some random stranger who i would never have to see again

im too scared to meet this friend cos i have no idea how things will turn out

GAH! i hate myself for being so scared! i hate myself for having no strength!

3 comments:

Pills said...

No one is in the right state of mind when under the influence, so you can assume they're telling you something that they're probably too afraid of saying when sober (may be the truth).

...I know the feeling of it being a friend, whatever it is, but it's best not to procrastinate cause it will just eat away at you and keep things awkward. Find some courage and go for it! Even if it doesn't turn out as thought, at least it'll stop you from wondering about it, not to mention you'll feel better after it's out.
=]

Vicky said...

IS THIS KEITH AGAIN?! MAN THIS DUDE NEEDS TO SORT OUT WHAT HE WANTS. OR GO CELIBATE.

Don't worryyyyyy, just go and ask him what he meant by that text and if he avoids answering or looks embarrassed but wont say anything then this guy is a douchebag and you dont need to care for him anymoreeeeeee.

doesnt this count as nearly cheating on his gf?

Phishy said...

haha, this is not keith, he has enough girl problems as it is and doesnt need to mess me about...