bleh so i feel a little pissed off/sad today... and i guess i just wanna write it down so i'll be able to sleep!
oh yeah today is rammys bday! happy birthday rammy!! so old!!
anyway.. i guess it started with this morning after physics and on our way to maths.. i got (another!!) text from elaine.. who i guess was already in maths.. asking if i was coming to maths.. and of course i was cos we were getting our results from our mid-term, and she should know by know that the physics crew are always late.. so she txted back telling me which room we were in... ok we had a room change.. but i already knew that!! i didnt ask for you to tell me!!
ok i guess u all think this is really trival... but i dunno i got the impression that i had no idea.. i mean.. i was with 5 other people!! ok ok this sounds really stupidddddddd, but elaine is starting to irritate me -__-".. like shes txts me pretty much everyday!! and they normal start with some thing like.. "what are u doing?" or "how are you?"..( omg i know i sound like such a prat moaning about this -__-).... BUT come on!! i see her like everydayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! im fine pretty much everyday!! u dont need to ask me every day!!! and why does she need to know what im doing everday!! i mean she saw me at uni! *sigh* yeah.. im probably over reacting.. but it annoys me!.. and i guess shes bored and everything... but txting me everyday.... -__-"..... and i always reply cos im overly polite... even though i dont have much to say.. since i saw her during the day.. and shes txts me pretty much everyday -__-"
*sigh* shes my flat mate next year.. so i'll have to put up with it.. cos im too scared to say anything about it... dont really want make a big fuss out of it.. and im probs going through a ~~phase~~ and i'll be all fine about it by next week =P
so this pissed off mood with elaine lead on to the... i miss 6th form so much i feel like i wanna cry!
grrr.. i miss you guys! with the hanging out in rm 30 not working, and all the crazy stuff we did.. while we were at school! we were a little tight group of friends! and we hung out everydayyyyyyyyyy.
but i dont have that here... not really... well i have friends here but its different! like we had ONE group, and we hung out together all the time!!
here.. i have my PPPPP crew which i see every week day cos we have physics together, but we're not as tight, and we dont hang out much outside of lectures.. well half of them go out alot together.
then theres the other people on my course, elaine is in this group and i guess she would be my closest friend here, the other people i only really see in lectures, but i dont get to talk to them much this semester since im with the PPPPP alot of the time.
then theres the jap crew, most of the people here do jap. and since there campus is on the other side of the uni to mine.. i never see them during uni, so i only see outside uni, but i dont get to see them every week. mostly due to the fact i live miles away~~ in uni hall.. i think this group i can be my crazy self the most and then the PPPPP crew... i cant be so crazy around elaine and stuff... =S ahh so weirdddddd
then theres other random people i see here and there~~~
ok so bascially IM MISSING THE CRAZY!! THE LACK OF CRAZY IS MAKING ME CRAZY!!! GRRR....!! AND I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! and i know this sounds cheesy.. BUT U BRING OUT THE BEST IN ME!! I LIKE THE CRAZY FISHY!!
grr.. i hate myself for not being totally myself all the time!! i dunno if its totally my fault... but with some people, i dont really connect with, and plus.. im terrible with conversation.. especially if i just met them or someone i dont see very often. Its easier when the other person start everything -__-.. im so lazy.. but i seriously have no idea what to say!. my mind is blank!!
bascially theres 2 fishy's
1. the quiet/awkward fishy who is really bad a conversation which results in awkward silences
and theres
2. the crazy/loud/hyper fishy who does weird things and laughs way too much!
hmm.. i guess it depends on the person and how long i've known them to know which fishy u'll get. i mean i guess u might get no.1 fishy first but then get to know her veryyyyyyyyyy well... ending up with no.2 fishy. some people may get no.2 fishy straight away cos we click almost instantly. or u could get a mixture of the both =P
*sigh* i think i should try and be more of no.2 fishy... but no.2 fishy is still bad at conversation.. especially when i dont know them very well..
basically i have social issues! i dont make the first move in getting to know a person very often, so i guess thats my biggest issue on why i cant be crazy in cardiff... =(
*sigh* anyway i should be getting to bed
see u soooooooon~~~~
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
4 comments:
awwwww >_< poor youuuuuu!!
dont cry!!! *gives krispy kreme donuts and ice cream*
i know i shouldnt be laughing but it cracked me up when you said 'EVERYDAY' many a time XDDDD
I'm sure everuthing will work out fine, you get to come home soon!!! fast and furious 4!!!!
plus if youre living with elaine next year i dnt think she'll text you everyday ask how you are, she'll just be in your room every now and again asking ^^ lol
hope you feel better soon, the crazy fishy is the best fishy!! ^___________^
Aww fishy!
lol, that made me laugh..the hole EVERYDAY thing. I GET IT TOO!! But from a boy -__-'' that I prompty knocked out yesterday :P
Felt good.
But seriosuly....GET HOMEE!!! WE MISS YOU TOO, AND WE WANT TO HANG OUT AND HAVE CRAZY TIMES.
If elaine texts you again, just DON'T REPLY.
Vicky SERIOUSLY started laughing. I was like O.o Fishy sounds SAD and Vicky was like *hysterical* but hell, when ISN'T SHE hysterical?
LOL Fishy, the strongest memory of you that comes to mind is sitting next to the printer in room thirty, laughing yourself silly over something stupid. Sounds like you, huh? Don't worry about uni, everything will come together, you'll see! Preempt Elaine by texting her everymorning: "hi i am awake and breathing and fine i will see you at uni bye now."
see? Disco.
Not EVERY DAY surely. :O
Just be crazy Phishy. I'm crazy Luke all the time! It works out well for me. *thumbs up*
Post a Comment