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finally back in Birmingham, im still confused whether i want to be here or not... i guess theres pro's and cons about both places

*sigh* so a while back while messing around in the comp lab.. i realised that it was 80 or so days till my birthday... that made me feel crap... and it still is.. as i only have 74 days left now... doesnt sound like very much now doesnt it?... i know out of my friends im on the younger end... so they probs all think im some childish douchebag, but u know how i feel about getting old... i mean i'll no longer be a teenager!!... honestly i dont think im sad cos of the actual number... i think its just the fact that i feel like i've acheived very little in my 19 years. Like... have u ever played "I have never...".... i never get to drink in that game!! cos i havent done anything!!

So i want to create a list of things to do before i turn 20... but the timing actually sucks!! cos i have to revise and write a report and take exams during this time too!! lols.. i actually asked for suggestions on FB... yeah got no help there... just a running continuation of my failing/cougarness and alcoholism... i have the bestest friends dont i? =P

so first on my list is 1) to not fail my summer exams
2) Learn a majority of the constellations, and to just lie in the grass and watch the stars
3) Learn all of my relatives names ( theres a lot!! >_<)
4) Go to a casino
5) Spend the whole day eating ice cream and nothing else
6) Have an asian drama moment =P
7) Watch 2 girls 1 cup ... but not on my own...
8) Say "yes" to almost every opportunity i get given
9) To get wrapped up in bubble wrap
10) To attempt to introduce myself to everyone in my year on my course ^_^

thats what i have so far... im open for more suggestions!!